We turn 3

C is for the first initials of your name and mine.
3 is the number of years you have held my hand and walked by my side even in difficult times.It was the number of years you never left my side for anything or anyone else.3 is the number of years we were best friends and shared everything together,good or bad.It was the number of years you have taught me to love and trust and many more.3 is the number of years you have not gave up on us and put in all your effort to make things work.3 is the number of years we have loved each other.And,I still love you and I know you love me too.


To my love,

I am really sorry for all the arguments we had in the recent months.I know I had made things difficult for not only you but me.I have said and also done many hurtful things but I never meant any of it.It never came sincerely from the heart.It was anger and emotions that took over me and spoke.I promise you,I never meant any of those offending words and actions.For all the unhappy moments we had,perhaps it's our very own ego and selfishness that had caused it.But,I know,we're not perfect and I don't expect us to be.Through this moments we have became stronger and know each other better.I'll just make sure I won't let these moments get to me and ruin what we have.During the past few months,I didn't feel quite myself.Perhaps,I had lost faith in what I believed in at once and maybe that had caused to me to change.I was the cause of my own destruction.I just didn't know how to tell you.All I could tell you was that I was unhappy.
I apologise for the misunderstandings that we had.I may not tell or show you enough but I am still deeply in love with you.

This day,I cannot offer anything else except the love I always had for you.You have done so much for me but I have not done the same for you.It's is time for me to do the same for you.I will give my all in this relationship just like you.I'm picking myself up now,and continue to rebuild myself.I'm learning to love and trust better.I am learning to be a better person.Cause you deserve the best of me.I am taking this one step at a time,so please,give me time.Let this be a fresh start for you and me. :)

I just want to take this opportunity to tell you how much I appreciate you.I am truly blessed to have someone like you.I want you to know that I am really happy to be with you and I love love love love you so much.Yes,I do.Very much.Chuah En Quan,you better not forget that.
Thank you for everything,Hun.I'm looking forward to continue to share what ever we have,good or bad.Remember,even if at times I'm really angry,I still love you silly!Nothing can change that.
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PS: I like LOVE what we have.No matter what it is.'The married for more than 10 years' phase or any other phase.I still apprecite it,alot.