Blues

Feeling blue.No,not blue movies blue,not in a horny way.It's the unwell or unhappy kind of blue that we usually get on Mondays.Looks like mine lasts longer than usual.Tomorrow is Friday and I'm not even excited.Must be the blardy math test tomorrow or maybe it's just plain ol' miserable and pathetic me.I feel so ******* frustrated.I've been wanting to be being alone lately,doing my own thing and not talk to anyone.You know,doing the kind of things I enjoy without having to care about anything else.Spending time doing things I like,spending time with the people I want to and spending time talking about what I enjoy.sigh.Forget it,nothing will change.
Enough for this week cause I'm back at square one.


Btw,I promised I'll blog about the birthday.I promise again,I'll blog about,soon! :D

Thank you,My Father in Heaven for what you have done for me today,truly a miracle.Not to forget,for the every day. :)

Btw,I have said all I wanted to,maybe I have more,but I'm just waiting for the right time and I hope that time will come.
Hope,is that too much?

keeping you in my heart...

I've been wanting to blog about the birthday,but I just cannot bring myself to do it.Pardon me please.






I've put myself in this,and now I need to get out of it.
I feel like I've reached at the end of the road,not knowing what to do.
Save me please.
:(

wait...

Cause nothing changed the way I feel about you,
no matter how much anything hurt,
Feelings never changed,neither will it fade.
Words,Smiles and Laughters lie,
But the truth is found deep inside.

Take your time to search,
Maybe it will change your views,
Bad or Good,You decide,
But,the truth is waiting,
Love is waiting,
I am waiting.


Ps:Maybe I've said too much.I should learn to keep it to myself better.sigh. :(

feelings don't just fade

I hope it's not wrong to still have some hope left.
I hope it's not wrong to feel that I'm falling harder than I expected to.
I hope it's not wrong to feel the way I do now...
Cause behind every smile and laughter,
there's still much sadness left inside.
I love you silly.

don't bother

We had our reasons.It's probably different but it matters not for we have already made the choice.I wish we had came up with a better solution to our problems but I guess it's too late now.Many things have changed,including me and you.Somehow,whether or not we love each other,does not seem to matter anymore.Despite all the changes,one thing never changed and it's the fact that I love you.It'll be a lie if told anyone or myself now that I don't love you.But then again,does it matter?

Oh May!

Greetings to all!

I had recently turned legal.Yes,I had a blast.But,no,I'm not going to tell you.YET.I'm still waiting for my pictures from some others to complete my album.haha.I promise I'll do a better post for the next one. :) Perhaps,a long one?It depends,really.

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I am happy.I really am.And,I'm really grateful.But,I'm paranoid,I think?Or,maybe,I'm just unhappy with the things are right now.Maybe,I'm just being such a baby whimpering over every small damn thing. :( I think maybe it's time we pretended everything is okay.

Please help me :(

I'm 8-teen!

Turning 18 is a bliss but growing up is a painful and never ending process.

Found out the hard way

painful.

NO.You don't know how I feel.


A thousand words may never be able to express my thoughts and feelings.I just wished I hadn't involve myself in the event.To all those who love to see me fall,I had just done you a favor.Laugh,with all your heart.I know,I had made mistakes.However,trust me on one thing,you're not getting the last laugh.


Some things are just not funny to me.
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And,I just want to spend more time..