This is it

Due to popular demand,I'm back here to blog.I honestly wanted to just let it die,since it has been dead for quite some time already.Here I am again,throwing at you my endless ramblings.Pardon me.


Here I go.


Okay,I was supposed to update last night but I was too sleepy,I just had to sleep.
With reference to the title of this post,I'm guessing you would know what it's about.If you thought it's MJ's latest documentary that is showing in our cinemas for only two weeks,YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT!
CONGRATULATIONS,YOU WIN...NOTHING!


I went to watch it last Sunday with mum and dad at ioi mall.The GSC there is a nightmare I tell you!I'm never going back there again!EVER!Lining up to buy popcorn is a pain due to some really stupid Chinese people who just doesn't know how to que up.Mum says uneducated is a nicer word.So,yeah,VERY UNEDUCATED people.And,there's the other kind.The ones who think they owned the mall but they are just a bunch of rowdy and wannabes.


Thankfully,MJ didn't disappoint me!THIS IS IT is definitely a must-watch!I had never been like a crazy fan of him but I grew up with Thriller and his other songs.My godparents are huge fans of him and whenever I went over to stay with them,we would watch his videos like almost every night!I honestly did not expect to enjoy the movie that much but hey!It's Michael Jackson!He doesn't disappoint you.He really puts his heart and soul into his work and I feel that is what makes him such a great entertainer through the decades.He still has his moves and his voice.He still has it all to make it big.It's really sad that he couldn't make it for his London show.Anyone who watched THIS IS IT,would know that his final come-back would have been phenomenal!
So,please go watch it!It was totally worth my 9 bucks.Even if you're not a MJ fan,his jaw dropping moves will not fail to amuse you.And,oh...his female guitarist,is amazing!Not only hot,but plays pretty well too!


Anyway,I was checking my settings for this blog last night and guess what?!I just only found out that blogger has a new editor thingy.I was using the old one all along.haha.Seriously,I'm super left behind in the cyber world that I feel so old now.damnit.


A little bit more of update before I go,
Mummy and I went to ToysRus on Monday,she bought a 500 bucks Transformers toy for my god brother.I don't remember getting such an expensive toy when I was 11!
I think I totally screwed up my Math and Chem paper on Thursday.The exams are really draining the life out of me.I pray that I will stop screwing up my upcoming papers and be able to look back and say that I have no regrets.I don't want to make the same mistake. :/


I knock my head against something the other day and it hurt like hell!Now,I'm suffering from a headache.Prolly from the incident.


That's all for today!Toodles!

Happy 18th,En Quan!

CHUAH EN QUAN,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!

I'm sorry bout the icing on the cake.Haha.I guess I was rather nervous when I was holding the cake.But,I do hope you enjoyed that night with all of us. :) Thank your wonderful Mummy for being so kind to us!Letting you attend that night was more than enough for all of us but she just had too.

You prolly won't read this any time soon but that's alright.It must be difficult to feel happy to have your first exam paper the day right after your birthday. :P I just hope that you'll cheer up and enjoy your special day!May you be blessed with all the desires of your heart and be granted that birthday gift that I know you want so badly(5As!)!I am sure that Yeshua will guide you through this exam and through everything else in life

,like He always had!Remember that I keep you in my prayers every day.Know that you are never forgotten and never will be.Know that I love you very very very much!

Now that you're legal(and so am I),I know you'll get to do more naughty things and get away with it.BUT,I know you'll be good and stay away from trouble.Right? *winks* I know these is all really cliche,but all of these came from the heart.I also want to thank you for being the great friend and person that you are to me.My bestest friend! :P

(Now,don't be jealous Zen!) I am truly happy and thankful that I got to spend another birthday with you,Mr. Chuah En Quan.Who knows,this time next year you might be off somewhere else to read law.I might still make you blow candles off the cake through web cam though! :P I'm just happy and grateful that I got you in my life.Thank you for putting up with me and mood swings,for scolding me so I would study and taking care of me.Most of all,thank you for loving me and...being the great best friend and boyfriend!

Never forget that.Never forget that I love you!

Ps: All of us(friends) would be here for you whenever you need someone. (:

Birthday boys

YIP ZHI HOE,

Happy Belated Sexy 17!

So young,yet so tall,how unfair?!Anyways,Hope you had a blast on your special day! ;) Wishing you all the best in all you do and may your driving license come fast! :D

IGNATIUS LIEW

Finally LEGAL!

Thank you for being a good friend and of course,how can I forget you? :D
Hope you had a blast today!Continue to rock what you got!Live life to the fullest! ;)

running thoughts

First week of college after the break is tiring.I don't know if it's the camp or what,my body is in great need of rest.I can feel it.I know it.KO-ed early for the past few days.Aching all over I tell you,even the heart!Thanks to some who just knows how to.Oh!pictures!Will upload them tomorrow night,hopefully? :D The workload is killing me I tell you.Literally. :(

I really wish sometimes I could just give it all up.Go somewhere new,start over.Like those witness protection programme.Crap.I think I've been watching too much CSI.But then again,if you had the opportunity to start over again,would you?For now,I would say yes cause I feel like I have nothing to lose.I don't feel like I'm leaving anything behind except the life I used to have and the person I used to be.I don't want all that anymore.For the people I leave behind,they don't need me.I'm certain.So,yeah,I can leave behind everything and start over.

Oh well,that was just some thought.Got Chem and Physics workshop tomorrow.Yay me.sigh.For the first time,Fridays seem to have lost its appeal.Prolly might have something fun to do after college,I hope.On a random note,I should probably learn to be more patient and maybe all these won't seem to feel like an eternity.

PS: I love you,superman.

(you'll know what I'm talking about)

shoot me dead

Half of me is empty,another half is dead.

I'm back from my P.D trip and I'm off for camp.

I pray that I survive.sigh.

Hopefully, I'll receive a miracle.

I want a miracle.No,I need a miracle.

PS: I need money too. :/

Wedding anyone?

Here's the wedding tag I owe you Adrian ;)

1. How old are you?
8,plus 10

2. Are you single?
No,I'm double.

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
Haven't decided,maybe never?

4. Do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
If I could,I would marry my high school sweetheart. :)

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
My best friend!lol.

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
Bridesmaid: Zen,Lisza,Su Ann,Yenn Ling

Bestman: Si On,Adrian,Nick

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
ALL!Reception at the church,lunch at a beautiful garden full of purple and red roses and dinner at the beach!

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
Italy and France.Well,if adrian would be kind enough,maybe I'll go to his moon too!:P

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
Everyone I can think of.

10. Will that include your exes?
Why not?

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
7!chocolate with raspberry icing please.

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
Referring to no.7,it would be an all-day celebration :D

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding
I gotta feeling-B.E.P

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon, fork and knife?
Hmm.I'll provide all the options,guests can choose what ever they're comfortable with!

15. Champagne or red wine?
Champagne! (purple ones!)

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Right after of course!There isn't any time to waste,gotta get the machine started yo.

17. Money or household items?
Money,DOH!I don't trust other people's taste for household items.

18. How many kids would you like to have?
1,2 OR 4.Not, 1+2+4.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
Nope. I'll record it in Blu-ray.

20. Color of your wedding dress?
White in Duchess Satin. This Cinderella-inspired gown will be a showstopper with shoulder straps flowing to a modified V-neckline. The bodice is ruched and elaborately beaded through the dropped waist. The draped skirt is completed with a semi-cathedral train.

21. Wedding Card?
It'll be an audio invitation stored in an iPhone.So,every invited guest will be given an iPhone and listen to the invitation stored in it.Note that the iPhone is GIVEN to them.

22. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?

Zen,Su Ann,Lisza,En Quan and anyone else who would do this to waste some time :)

Somebody's Me

You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?
Cause I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath
without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That Somebody's Me

That Somebody's Me

How, how could we go wrong?
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath
without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
That Somebody's Me
Oh yeah..

You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You,when you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you
every single night
Somebody can't breath
without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
That Somebody's Me

PS:It's hard to express these feelings

antibiotics

As you can see,the wants section is now a much shorter list but the needs section remains the same.I have been doing alot of thinking.Too much maybe.Won't be updating till the semester break starts on 14 Sept!Updates would be more proper then. :D Promise!I'm determined to fill this place with better content.

Till then...

actions

Love unexpressed is not love at all

Actions speak louder than words

crashing down

Sometimes,I don't know why I bother.

I'm just so tired.

Tired of all the tears.

All I want is comfort.
:(

I need comfort.

All the stress and the workload is pushing me to the edge.And,maybe falling off the edge is what I want.I already feel dead,all I need to be is dead.Right now,I just want to curl up and hide,and be left alone.Tonight,all I wanted was some comfort,but never had any.All I had in returned is more tears.So,I've learned my lesson.Never to expect,and,as always,trust no one but myself.Even in times like these,rely only on myself,cause at the end of the day,all I have is me.